i screwed myself by sleeping at 3.30am this morning and waking up at 8 am. i feel so tired yet i cant bloody fall asleep. that stupid issue is so etched and deep-seated that i cant stop thinking about it. damnit. but anyways thanks to the 2 persons who accompanied me till 3am. and great, i've discovered a great way to vent off my frustrations.

yesterday was a great day for the four of us to fatten ourselves. we spent over a hundred on food and not a single cent on my present, cause i've no idea what i want -.- and the present was supposed to have been shared by eight very different people. so it ended up that the girls got themselves something each, merv searched for the right size but to no avail (this ALWAYS happens, haha) and i felt like i was in my own world.

i shall try to fall asleep now. bye.